Watched a really weird American family in a movie called Family Stone today. Really weird(for lack of a better vocabulary).
Feeling weird the past few days too. Been feeling weird ever since I reached Singapore. Possibly because my trip back here this time is so short. Not long enough for me to totally relax and nua at home and sleep. Sleeping is a waste of time. I can't believe that I'm agreeing with Zhiyi about that. Sleeping used to be one of my favorite activities. But once I think about how expensive each minute in Singapore is ($1200/16 days/24 hours/60 mins), I start trying not to sleep.
Looked at myself in the mirror today. I don't think many people know this, but I HATE looking into the mirror. Always afraid to not see who I think I should see. I don't really know who I should see anyway. I know I'm weird. I kinda like my new ah beng hair. haha. Easy to wash, and not tangled like my last long hairdo. I hate messing with my hair, coz it's so mafan. I'd shave botak if I didn't look like a chao recruit that way. Realised I've got eyebags from too much chao mugging. As Maria says, we are getting older. I HATE growing old too. Never wanted to grow up since I was in primary school. Life was so damn fun and slack then. No need to worry about money, food, clothes or anything material. More importantly, there was no need to worry about my future. Just looked forward to playing silly games in school with friends and horsing around everyday. Having school start before the sky turns bright only makes it ever more exciting. Now I just dread having to keep myself awake during morning lectures. I need to learn alot of things. Realised that I've forgotten alot of things, I think I might have blotted out a significant part of my memory. I shall not elaborate if it's on purpose. My point is, I've forgotten how to have fun.
Haha...sorry guys for taking up so much blogspace with my nonsense. We should go drinking sometime.