I never realised you were so important to me untill today. A simple message from you was all I needed to stop tossing around in bed and sleep in peace. I guess I won't be thinking of risking our friendship again like that anytime soon. U are too important a friend to me. =/
I really don't like this feeling of having someone be so important to me. Takes away my sense of self. Like as if my happiness revolves around this one person. I'm happy when you are happy, when you are sad, I worry about what I should do to cheer u up.
I don't even know if you know. Hate this feeling of uncertainty. I hate not knowing what's gonna happen between us if you do realise one day what was going on. Whatever happens, I know I want to keep you close. In whichever way you find comfortable. I really wish I could shake off this feeling.
While tossing and turning...I was imagining what it would be like if you decided to simply avoid me after today. I actually felt my heartache a little. Just a little. Hahaa...I should thank you huh? Haven't felt that stony heart of mine in years.
Goodnight. Hope you had a good day...